Plea-se Help Me
The Plea Deal That Sent Panic Through My Soul
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By Audra J Pitts
Since February 16, 2022, I have been healing physically and mentally because of the extensive beating my children and I had received, still have nightmares, but have slowly been able to sleep with only one or two episodes a night.
The fear subsided as each day passed and he was behind bars awaiting trial. When I had to see him on video from jail for our divorce in May, the terror came flooding through my brain and brought on the biggest panic attack I have ever had. I needed to focus and get through this first of several steps to my freedom from the grip that he had on my soul.
Intolerable severity. That was all I had to say to the Judge, as I wasn’t allowed to say anything about the abuse, because he could say something that could be held against him in his trial, and that was pretty likely because the dumbass doesn’t know when to shut his mouth. The jackass had the nerve to say that he still loves me and wanted to work it out. My brain just flipped in my head, and I no longer was in panic mode but rather I had to laugh in my mind. He still loves me. The idiot beat the shit out of me, broke my bones, and used me as a human ashtray. He locked my children in their rooms with paddle locks and sliced me with a razor like he was…
